A moment long anticipated -kaz-

[Andrew James Moore]

Andrew had gotten done training and working out for the day, stretching while he slowly walked into the coed locker room. It wasn't really busy for a thursday and he figured he would be okay to change. He stretched out as he passed the mirror that seemed to line the wall of white bricks. He watched his muscles flex for a long moment, his shirt not having been on. He really did not like working out with a shirt on. He found that it just got too hot too fast. He wished he had someone to train with though because it made it a lot more interesting and entertaining than just a trainer who had nothing better to do. He took a deep breath before pulling his shorts, boxers, shoes, and socks off. He just left them in a pile and headed towards the showers.

He slipped into the one, taking a quick glance around to make sure there was only a large empty space in the locker room. He wouldn't want a woman walking in on him. He just started the hot water as it slid down his skin and over his tense muscles. His eyes slowly slid shut and he just let the water fall over him. He loved showers after a good workout and they just seemed to ease some of the pressure and tension he was under.

[Kaz Victoria McCoy]

Kaz stood in the ring looking half as much of the goddess she truely was. That is the goddess of war. Her hair was tied up in a pony tail, high on the top of her head, while she donned on some red shorts and a black sports bra and her traditional fighting gloves. Her eyes seemed to glow as someone stepped into the ring with her, she was here to work off some steam about things not going the way she wanted to, she'd beaten three guys by the time someone else landed in her ring, she didn't waste a moment her eyes glowing, not caring she was dripping in sweat so that it glistened down her body, take it to the Tiger Leader to make sweat and blood look sexy, she knew she looked powerful, as she delivered an upper cut to the face that sent him stummbling back, before he came back and she burried her knee into his stomach hard, he groaned but didn't back down. Throwing her to the ground, until she was level with the matt next to her, it stunk of feet, and she was growling about him cheating in the fight, when one of the trainers told her to scat. She clicked her teeth at him before walking slowly over to the locker room.

She was still pumped about the fight when she walked in, she could hear the water running, but she didn't care, they had a co ed locker room, she liked her people getting too know each other. She punched a locker, before grabbing her bag of clothes, she swung her hair over her shoulder, but she knew she should jump in the shower, when she went and looked in on the shower she spotted someone who she recognized right away he was her second after all. Smirking, she moved to the other side of the wall, so she was next to him but hid by a wall, before jumping up and climbing the wall so she was sitting on it to his side, the smirk that came across her face spoke only of sin. She was still dressed, but she didn't care as she said, "Hello Andrew"

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[Andrew James Moore]

Andrew just ran his fingers through his hair, just blocking out the things around him. He heard a voice, a woman's voice, kaz's voice. He suddenly jumped. "What the...!" He looked at her and did not even know what the first proper move would be. There were no towels, his clothes were way over there. "Fuck, Kaz." He sighed, stopping the shower as he just kept his front side turned towards the wall. He blushed and was very embarrased. He did not exactly like his leader seeing him fully exposed. He just looked at her for a long moment now, realizing how sexy she looked. He just quick snapped out of it, looking up at her eyes.

He was very sexy, he had quite the look with water dripping down over his toned muscles. He wasn't the most muscly but he had enough. He was also tan which seemed to be a natural thing for him. But he couldn't help but think this was slightly awkward that she really did not have much clothes on and he did not have any and they were in the shower. "I...is..ugh...so what..." He sighed looking down away from her and just couldn't talk he was a bit embarrased. "This is going to come back to haunt me isn't it?" He said with a sigh.

[Kaz Victoria McCoy]

Her feet took off the ground and she hoisted herself up there, she could just walk up behind him, but what was the fun in that, plus she'd probably get wet and while taking a shower wouldn't bother her, Andrews shower soaking her might just a little bit, so she was content with sitting. The smirk on her face looking like the chesire cats, only more tiger like with fangs and eyes still hot from a fight, she smiled though, his reaction was just what she wanted. "God Andy chill, not like I've never seen you naked before," she said laughing at him. Though in the shower was a little bit different, she'd only caught him chaning once or twice in her office, getting the clothing with blood off of him, she liked that they fought, but wearing the blood she wasn't a fan of, they weren't monsters.

He'd turned off the water so she swung her legs, no longer thinking they'd get wet. "This will totally haunt you forever, just to answer your question" she said smiling more and leaning closer to him. She smirked as she jumped down to the wet ground, she didn't think about how slick it would be with the water though, and almost lost her balance, keeping it by grabbing onto him, above the wasit but still. The first time she'd seen him since the kiss, when she'd started thinking about him of course, and they were pratically naked. She was just glad no one would come in, they'd all seen her leave the floor in a mood, no one would want to put up with her mood. She smirked at Andrew when she calmed down, "Don't get excited now" she teased him.

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[Andrew James Moore]

Andrew stood there and sighed as he looked up at the ceiling and laughed. "But you've never seen me quite like this, Kaz." He said laughing softly and then when she jumped down and grabbed onto him, he grunted softly, almost slipping, but was able to grab her to help her up. They were rather close and it was turning him on a bit and he was just standing there looking at her. He sighed and laughed, feeling a sudden want at her words, keeping himself tame for now. "Cheater." He whispered, smirking a bit, but blushing. He had his arm around her back. He had to admit he wanted her now, badly in this awkward situation.

"As far as haunting me, I don't think you'll tell too many people." He said sarcastically, but he was serious. Because he knew that if Kai were to ever find out, he'd be getting a knock on the door and a punch in the face. But as far as it came to Kaz, he really would risk that for her. He liked her a lot and he knew they established this, but their kiss left a lot of things dwindling between them. And now he wanted to kiss her again, but not to withdraw. He knew it was a sin.

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[Kaz Victoria McCoy]

She smirked, "I guess it was different," she looked at his chest, he was still wet, "You didn't look so good," and before she'd just closed the door and left, she hadn't wondered in, not for his privacy but for modesty. They'd broken that with the kiss though, and now she wasn't sure where they were at, Kai still owned her heart, but Andrew was there too, she knew she had feelings for him, feelings that were keeping her here right now, not letting go of him or walking away, but enjoying this naked mans company.

Feeling like playing games she leaned it, pressing her dressed body against his not caring about getting a little bit wet as she whispered in his ear. "I never play by the rules," he was right about one thing, she wouldn't tell Kai about this. She liked Andrew and Kai both alive, and out of jail, she didn't want either of them to be a killer, and if Kai found out about this, there was no doubt, he'd kill Andrew, even if they were broken up right now, it was a big gray area. She pulled away, and bit her lower lip for a second letting go of him, she couldn't deny the nearly visible sparks in the air between them, the kiss had unlocked so many things she'd been holding back, and now she wasn't sure, she had a great opportunity, but should she take it, or just tease him.

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[Andrew James Moore]

Andrew looked at her as she said those words, feeling her against him as he kind of pulled her a little closer. "mmm...I'd bet you would look just as good with your clothes on the floor." He whispered low as he did a double take on what exactly he had just said...to her. He couldn't help but wonder how this would be taken. He'd tried not to sound like that, but this time it was so natural, it just came out. And when she walked away, he felt himself tighten a bit, closing his eyes for a moment. "You know...two most certainly can play at this game." He spoke and gently slipped his arms around the front of her stomach, but caught on her wrong and slipped, but he wasn't going down alone, as he dragged her down with him, her falling on top of him.

He grunted as she fell on top of him and wondered if she wanted this or if she was just playing with him. He was already turned on and she probably felt and could sense that. Most guys were easily turned on, especially in a circumstance like this. "Mmm...so just going to walk away from me?" He smirked and looked up at her.

[Kaz Victoria McCoy]

She was a woman in power, in a gang that'd been traditionally run by men, needless to say, Kaz was used to hearing guy talk about her body. When Andrew did it though, it was different, she did her normal reaction of rolling her eyes, but she didn't walk away, or hit him, she just smirked, "Wouldn't you love to know," she whispered to him, with a smile on her face, she couldn't keep it off, they were playing with each other now, both of them, only she didn't know who was the cat and who was the mouse, who would give in, or where would this go, she just didn't know. She didn't know in a moment she'd be on top of him. Her hair spilling over her shoulder as she looked down at Andrew a blush on her cheeks, she didn't know what to say for a moment, taking in the impact of the fall quickly, before blinking and realizing she'd fallen so she was straddling him.

Kaz was always in power with her men, it was how she liked it, but she looked down at Andrew, and she didn't feel in control even when she was on top of him. She smirked, "I could do that so easily," she mused, "But why would I do that when I have a fun game thats fallen in my lap," but could they keep it a game, could they keep emotions out of it? She didn't know and the thought ran across her mind, she wanted to shut it up, before thoughts of loosing Andrew could fill her mind like nightmares. She bent down and kissed him lightly, bitting his lower lip and pulling it away, before letting go of it, "Would you let me walk away?" she asked him, her eyes glowing agian, but not with rage this time, with something more, lustful.

[Andrew James Moore]

Andrew felt her soft lips on his and just softly kissed back and felt her tease his lower lip softly. She just seemed to know his points so easily. But he had a feeling this was a two way street, that they were very similar. Even in this instance. He looked up at her and thought about her question. "No. But I wouldn't force you if I knew you did not want to be here." He whispered before leaning up to come closer to her, before rolling them over so she was on the bottom and smirked. He slowly lowered his lips to almost touch hers, still smiling. They were both slightly dominant and submissive in their own senses, but who would win out was still a mystery.

He kissed her gently, his fingers brushing over her rib cage that slightly jutted out. His touch was delicate as he still wanted to tease her, his tongue brushing against her lower lip before pulling away. He felt so alive right now, so natural with her. All he wanted to do was get closer to her, but he did not know if she would let him, although it did seem to him that she would.

[Kaz Victoria McCoy]

After the incident, Kaz thought she'd never be with another man. She'd be forever alone, and she thought that hadn't mattered, she didn't think she could handle guys. As time passed she was with Kai, and it seemed to her, that she'd never been with anyone else rather then Kai. She didn't know what to expect when Andrew spoke, but she bit her lip, his words made her heart pound and feel vurerable. Those words, it was like he knew that she had a hard time with this sort of thing. Andrews lips came to her reliefe as they captured hers, and they're bodies rolled distracting her from what she'd been thinking about.

He kissed her, and she couldn't deny the sparks that shook down her spine when he kissed her. She didn't know why but she nearly started to shake, she looked at him, "Andrew," his name came out of her lips, before she took his lips again, not one to allow herself to be teased, but just how far would this game of chicken go? She kissed him, it seemed over and over, first softly, then it grew more and more it grew, until she was sitting up, pressing her body against his, tangling her hand in his hair. She loved the feeling of his body against hers, they fit together, she coudln't deny it. There was nothing wrong with Andrew, being with him was like breathing so easy, she didn't think, she just did.

[Andrew James Moore]

Andrew watched her for a long moment, watched her insides to be slowly turning about everything, about this moment, about Kai. He knew it had been hard on her, but he hoped that in this moment he might help her. That from now on he could ease whatever pain that she went through. He knew he could because they were like Yin and Yang. They went together, like now how it felt so right, so right to kiss and be close to each other. For the first time, Andrew felt very complete and calm. He loved Kaz, he knew that now, he had not been sure until this point, but after all this time, there was nothing else that could explain his actions towards her.

As she sat up, he slid under her, but left them in a sitting position, just pulled her close with one arm wrapped around her back as they kissed. He got wrapped up in it, his other hand tangled in her hair for a few moments. His fingers gently brought her hair out of her pony tail so it lined her back. As his fingers caressed her curves, bringing in every detail before gently bringing up her bra slowly. He really did not want Kaz to freak out and leave, but he would rather have her say to stop. He broke the kiss for a moment and looked into her eyes as he pulled of the black sports bra. Andrew really hated those people that took advantage of women and there were many of them. "Can I continue?" He asked to make sure she wanted this just as much as he did.

[Kaz Victoria McCoy]

No one knew how Kaz had started fighting, or why, she was a pretty girl they all could see that, she didn’t have to fight if she didn’t want to. She could have made herself, her life a different way, but she knew inside of herself that she never could have lived a different way. When she’d come out of the attack, she’d been so scared, she didn’t know how to touch people, without being angry. She didn’t know how to respond to touch, she only knew how to be afraid, but she needed touch, she needed it to feel alive, to feel human, so she’d begun fighting. To feel something, the touch of skin under her hand, and now when things got hard, when she cut herself off she went into fighting all the time, she never stopped. She hid inside of those touches of her fist to someone's skin, someone's body. Her eyes connected with Andrews, and she knew that this wasn’t a fight, this wasn’t her normal type of connection, this was something more, something that in her stomach, in her core, shook her scared her. She blinked, and didn’t stop, She needed the touch the connection, to be close with someone, while her heart felt like it’d dislocated from her body thanks to Kai.

His hands searched her body, and she couldn’t hide the shallowness of her breath as he touched her. A fight it was all rough, it wasn’t thinking it, was moving, and Kaz had found sex was the same, but this, Andrew this was different, this wasn’t something she couldn’t think threw, though she tired. He asked her and she swallowed, could she go farther? She didn’t know, Kai was the only man she’d ever been with, and she didn’t know if she could move on yet, biting her lip, she looked at him, ” Andrew ah” his name left her lips, as her shoulders locked, she laid her head on his shoulder, the fire in her seemed to be dimming, one moment she was hot, but at this time, she shook her head in the crook of his neck. ” I can’t” she mumbled into his neck. He was so nice, he cared about her, like it seemed no one else did, maybe that was why she couldn’t or anyone else. She pressed her chest into his, not moving away from him, her arms still around him, but she swallowed, she knew she couldn’t physically go any farther, ” I’m sorry,” she whispered, closing her eyes, she wasn’t ready, she liked Andrew, maybe even loved him, but she was more damaged then he knew, and being physical was to much of a challenge for her. She looked down at his neck, kissing it tenderly, wishing she could give him what he needed, what he wanted from her, wishing she could please him, but she couldn't not with her insides so conflicting. She didn’t back away from him though, she wanted to stay close with him, to stay with him, ” I want too “ she said, but her voice drifted off saying what she couldn’t. That she couldn’t. Filling in the blanks with “but I can’t” not because of Kai though she was sure he’d blame the other man, but because she was broken, being physical meant something so much more to her then it did to most people. She pulled her head out of his neck, and looked at him, genuine sadness showing on her face when she did, ” Do you hate me?” she asked him, she had too. Fear struck her that he would, but she held still her muscles locked.

[Andrew James Moore]

When she said she couldn't do this, most men probably would have been slightly frustrated with her, but Andrew was not like them. He knew what it was to not be ready, to be broken and he knew now that Kaz was there. He just slipped his arms around her and held her close to him. He rubbed her back gently and just rested his head on top of hers and smiled at the soft kisses. But he could not help but wonder if she thought she hurt him or made him made because she didn't. It took a lot for him to do that and when she asked that questions, he looked at her and kissed her gently. "I could never hate for something like this." He whispered and just brushed his fingers through her hair. "I'm not that type of guy, Kaz. I care about you. Remember that." He continued and just stared into her eyes seeing the pain, the anxiety of everything and he just felt part of him feel for her.

He just kissed her again, lightly. He couldn't help but feel something in his stomach twist with an ache to show her how he felt or say something that could cure her brokenness. He wanted to say it, but he did not know if this was the right time. What was the right time?

[Kaz Victoria McCoy]

Clairty is king, it was a lesson that Kaz had pounded into her mind threw various people over the years. When Andrew said, something like this, he wasn't being clear, but he didn't have to. He was saying he couldn't hate her for being mentally defected, for being broken, she sucked on her lip, before he kissed her. She didn't fight the kiss, letting it happen, and letting go of the tears she might have shed, she was broken, she knew that, so did he, it didn't make the reality any better. She felt like a small child right now, curled into his arms, she was a child, broken into peices in a womans body, mascarding as a leader. She couldn't even understand three people, herself included, how was she supposed to lead a gang.

It was like Andrew knew when she was thinking too much, when she needed someone to tell her mind to shut up, so she could just breath. She kissed him, straddling his hips. "I want too she didn't want him to think she didn't. She did, looking at him, kissing him, taking her body away from his and bringing it back, they were both topless, and she couldn't help that she was a little turned on. "But I just don't think now is the right time," there were so many factors. Someone could walk in on them any moment, her relationship with Kai, being his boss, not that the last one mattered but it was still a detail that could cause issues.

She looked into his eyes, she could see the caring, that he loved her, it was written all over his face. She sucked in a breath, kissing him for a moment, before backing away and standing up, as a thought crashed down around her. This might turn out to be nothing to her, but he was in love with her and she was playing him. She got up, "What am I doing" she said under her breath. She looked for her bra, grabbing it, but not putting it on when she looked at him. "Andrew," he was setting himself up for so much pain, and she wasn't pushing him away. "I" she swallowed words wouldn't come out. Words that would tell him she was still in love with Kai, that she was broken, that she thought she might love him too, that this wouldn't work out, they had to stop doing this, when she looked at him, she wanted to kiss him wanted to forget everything in his skin. She sucked in a breath and turned away, "I don't want to hurt you," she admitted, tears in her eyes, she was going to turn him into her, hurt by the person he loved the most. "Us. This. It's only going to hurt you," she said, speaking cooley, trying not to think about how the tears she held back in her eyes stung. "You know this isn't going to work out," or at least she did. Because of the unspoken elephant in the room, because the moment Kai came walking to her, she would fall into step with him, she would be in love with him again, and if he hurt her, she'd take it. Kai was too entangled in her life, in her, he was like a rope around her wasit, she might have been in charge, but in matters of her heart she was at his beck and call, it would hurt Andrew when he noticed, and her when he saw her truthfully for the weak person she was.

[Andrew James Moore]

Andrew kissed her back and knew suddenly that he was going to be alone and he was going to ache. He loved her enough to just let her go and slowly he thought about all the words she just said. He was looking down at the floor, feeling himself slowly falling. He wanted to say so much, but his mouth stayed shut. He wanted her so badly, but he knew she would never want him back the way he did for her. His fingers just pushed into his palms and he felt tears build and all he could do was just sit there for a long moment. He rose to his feet slowly and came close to her and slipped his arms around her from behind, his head burying into her neck, tears falling onto her skin. He did not want her to leave, he knew it was coming.

He slowly lifted up his head to her ear and whispered, “I’ll be here, always, when he won’t. Even if it costs me my heart. Even if it hurts.” He kissed her softly and pulled her close once more, the tears slowly sliding over his tan skin and onto hers. “Whenever you are ready.” He whispered and just slowly turned her around and looked down into her glossy eyes. He had a hand resting on her cheek and brushed his thumb along her skin.

He could see it in her eyes, all the hesitation because she did not want to hurt him. “I know. But I will heal.” He whispered and just felt his heart thump against his chest as he slowly kissed her, pulling her close to him, giving her one last kiss. He deepened it and stood there just kissing her before just pulling away, not opening his eyes as his jaw tightened, his forehead touching hers. He was worried for her sake that Kai would hurt her over and over, but every time he would be there, to be there when he was not and in his way, he took a silent victory against him. Andrew knew Kaz was confused in a way about him and he was going to let her go and let her in when she wanted. She just hoped she would never throw him away completely, never hurt him quite like that.